Life!

Ever had one of those days where all you want to do is cry? That has been me all week! It all started on Sunday at my sister Erica's farewell. She is leaving for her mission tomorrow, and it has been a really hard adjustment for me...and she hasn't even left yet! I cried Sunday at her farewell and I am sure I will bawl when she leaves tomorrow! I don't do well with change, and this is a big change for me! She truly is my best friend, we have been my whole life! It makes me so sad to think I won't see her for a year and a half, but I am also so happy for her, because I know this is something she truly wants to do and something she was truly meant to do! I have also been thinking about my Grandma Browning a lot lately, I really miss her and wish so much that she could be here with us! Every Summer me and my sisters go out once a week to mow her lawn, while one would be out mowing the other would be sitting at the corner of her kitchen table visiting with grandma. She would always have a ten dollar check written out to each of us and ALWAYS had something fixed for us to eat! We still go out to mow her lawn once a week but it is not the same, she is not there greeting us with her beautiful smile, and kind heart. She was a true example of what I want to be when I grow up. Life changes whether we like it or not, it has to move on. Not something I am particularly fond of, but as I am getting older I am starting to realize how everything have a purpose, including me! We may not agree with the changes before us but if we truly hope for good and hold onto that hope it will ALWAYS work out the way it is suppose to!
P.S. Found this video on Ellen and thought it was hilarious, I think this girl feels my pain... :)

hahahahahahahahhahaha! Enjoy!